
How quickly time has been flying. I've been neglecting this blog for the past couple of months and I miss blogging dearly. My mind had been elsewhere - mostly focused on finding a new home in New York City and settling in - so for a brief spell I was neglecting what I've dedicated myself to and I hope not to do it again. In the last month, I've said farewell to the last 4 memorable years in Greenwich Village and am starting fresh in a new neighborhood with an incredible guy. This move is symbolic of the running theme of this year - a cleansing of the the body, the mind, and my spirit. I'm dispensing of old habits that no longer serve me, making room for new ones, and retaining those that allow me to continue to explore who I am and how I want to interact with the rest of the world.
Almost inadvertently, this period for me began with an aching desire to cleanse my body. I wanted to feel good and to feel clean from the inside out. For too long my energy levels have been volatile and my stomach never really felt right. Having read enough about the healing powers of whole foods, and the destructive powers of foods that have been so processed to the point of being devoid of any nutritional value, I started with nutrition. It's a process and I'm still very much right in the middle of it. I'm developing an awareness of how different foods affect my body and my health. I'm grateful for the people who support me and and help me to further my food and health knowledge. I'm retraining myself to choose wisely, knowing that the ability to eat anything I want right now as a young person, and doing so whenever I want has consequences down the road. And what's wonderful is that I'm getting the benefits immediately. It is a beautiful thing to know and understand how my body reacts to certain foods. I pay attention to that feeling and it helps me to choose to eat things that energize me and make me feel good.
I've also begun the Ashtanga journey. Practicing yoga twice a week in the evening as long as I didn't have any other enticing plans no longer serves me. I hit a wall with my practice only going to the studio twice a week. I realized I needed to embrace discipline and make a dedicated commitment to practice everyday or as close to everyday as possible. I feel very fortunate to have been introduced to Guy at the Ashtanga Yoga Shala in the East Village through my friend Margaret. The past couple of months have been a revelation. I have NEVER been a morning person, but waking up at 6am every weekday and biking over to the Shala has been a blessing.
I'm going to continue to embrace all the little clues my heart sends me and continue on this path, allowing myself to to let go and receive. I can't wait to see where I am next year.